I have often written how I was lucky enough to watch old style porn movies with a bunch of friends, guys and girls, when I was a teenager.
I say lucky because it meant I started talking about sex in detail from a young age. Consequently I have never been scared of asking what I want sexually from a guy. But just because you ask does not mean you get!
These old porn movies were hilariously bad. But looking back I kind of liked them. They were not all about the act. Most had some shifty story entwined. To be honest the sex was not sexy at all. So they never turned me on. The guys cocks were oversized and nothing particularity enterprising went on – sex wise. Mainly intercourse. The guy always seemed to come in her cunt. So not very enlightening, but still it is an experience I am glad I had.
Side – When I first saw John Travolta swaggering down the street in Saturday Night Fever I was quite young. But to me the way he walked looked like sex.
A movie that had a huge impact on my kinky mind – yet a kink I will never experience – is Going Places. A French film staring Gérard Depardieu . The two main characters are depraved in many ways. This was one of the reasons I was so taken with the movie. The way they treated women is abhorrent but compelling to watch. One scene that has been at the heart of many a sexual fantasy of mine is when one of them feasts on the breast milk of a young mother. I am not sure quite why I found this extremely hot. I have never been overly maternal but in my mind there is something incredibly sexy about an adult taking sustenance and pleasure from a breast simultaneously – my breast!
Being a kid when glam rock ruled the world very much influenced my desires. I became a massive fan of the Rocky Horror picture show. Too young to have seen it when the amazing Tim Curry played the lead, I still managed to get my fill by buying the movie and attending any theatre production that I could get to.
I became so obsessed with this kind of scene that it became very much a want of mine for a guy to dress up like that for me. My man did a few years ago. And it was wonderful. He’s a very creative artistic individual with an ego. So he pulled it of brilliantly.
When Jim Carrey started out I was not a fan. But his talent won through, and in the past I have watched quite a few of his movies.
Side – The Truman Show is so dreadfully sad, more over because when it was released reality TV was not a ‘smash’. Now so many actually choose to live in the Truman Show for their five minutes of fame.
Nowadays I don’t really watch much TV. I think many programs are simply attempting to brainwash us. As for modern films, well they never seem to linger on a scene long enough for me to remain interested. Many reel out a succession of quick fire action shots. I am sure there are the exceptions but I would rather watch an older movie, read, or write – than subject my self to a barrage of over stimulation.
Movie stars I have perved over:
- Robert John Downey Jr.
- Daniel Day Lewis
- Sean Young
- Rutger Hauer
- Tim Curry
- Rosanna Arquette
- River Phoenix
- Keanu Reeves
- David Tennant
- Hugh Jackman
- Al Pacino
- Christian Slater
- Joseph Gordon-Levitt
Bless them all, and their millions 😉
Header image – Keanu and River – taken from a Tweet on Keanu’s birthday this year.
Originally written for
But updated in 2021 for Wicked Wednesday