No Charge

I found myself in a relationship where I had given everything that was on my inside and it felt like little was being returned.  Read about it. So I moved on with an open mind but it soon became apparent that he was so un-evolved that he  could not see the bigger picture. Everything we shared, he wanted to keep. He wanted me to leave with nothing. This puzzled me as my view on love is that it should be a giving and understanding thing. Just because it did not work out should not mean his morals should slip. Love had existed between us once so why be selfish and immoral after?

Love. Was it real to him?

If the shoe had been on the other foot I would understand that, no matter how much it hurt,  if he needed to leave me to be happy then that is what must happen. He failed to recognise this,  so did he ever really love me?

No Charge – Poem for un-evolved ex.

For sucking your cock with enthusiasm

No charge

For hiding our difference as wide as a chasm

No charge

For cooking you dinner

No charge

For acting like you’re a winner

No charge

For letting you bugger me repeatedly

No charge

For not charging you a fee

No charge

For placating and inflating you

No charge

For letting you pick me up

No charge

For defusing the disrupt

No charge

For kissing you like you’ve never been kissed before

No charge

For pretending my heart was not raw

No charge

For loving you at the start

No charge

For changing the beat of your heart

No charge

For not putting a price on a life

No charge

For not lying and being your wife

No charge

No charge for any of it

Because charging

for a relationship is just shit!

 

So glad that relationship is over, read about my current (forever)amazing guy here

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